---- Reminisce -----

i woke up today with 100 things running through my mind. thinking about what i have to do today. thinking about the workload i've created for myself to churn out to the world. i have a very cutting edge project coming out soon. be on the look out for my NOVEMBER ISSUE. it is bound to cause a stir in the community. i'm going HARD CORE with this issue. THE EVOLUTION HAS BEEN TELEVISED!

as i sat staring out the window i began to reminisce. thinking about past loves, friendships and relationships. i am clear that people come and go in our lives but what if you don't want them to. what if you NEED certain people and you have no real way of expressing it? or what if you THINK you are showing love when in turn the other person isn't used to receiving it that way. for example, some people like cards, and candy, and flowers and some people like to be slapped around and cursed at. but how would know that if they don't tell you or you don't ask? just a few things to think about.

then i sat down to my computer and started going through old photos and came across this photo of me and jared taken last year i believe. i love me some jared. he looks so adorable in this photo. anyway, the photo inspired me to post and i NEVER really post mid-month, y'all know i publish the magazine at the beginning of the month and i may post a video here and there but that's all i really make time for. it's hard keeping a blog!!!

anyway, i will close here. special shout out to JARED SHULER! (www.hisdailyvariety.blogspot.com) thank you for being my INSPIRATION today!