---- Reminisce -----

i woke up today with 100 things running through my mind. thinking about what i have to do today. thinking about the workload i've created for myself to churn out to the world. i have a very cutting edge project coming out soon. be on the look out for my NOVEMBER ISSUE. it is bound to cause a stir in the community. i'm going HARD CORE with this issue. THE EVOLUTION HAS BEEN TELEVISED!

as i sat staring out the window i began to reminisce. thinking about past loves, friendships and relationships. i am clear that people come and go in our lives but what if you don't want them to. what if you NEED certain people and you have no real way of expressing it? or what if you THINK you are showing love when in turn the other person isn't used to receiving it that way. for example, some people like cards, and candy, and flowers and some people like to be slapped around and cursed at. but how would know that if they don't tell you or you don't ask? just a few things to think about.

then i sat down to my computer and started going through old photos and came across this photo of me and jared taken last year i believe. i love me some jared. he looks so adorable in this photo. anyway, the photo inspired me to post and i NEVER really post mid-month, y'all know i publish the magazine at the beginning of the month and i may post a video here and there but that's all i really make time for. it's hard keeping a blog!!!

anyway, i will close here. special shout out to JARED SHULER! (www.hisdailyvariety.blogspot.com) thank you for being my INSPIRATION today!

Am I the Solution? by Nkosi Brown

Am I the Solution?
A Confession of the Threesome Guest Star

He was light, long, & lean, and it was magnificent. It was short lived though—our dating time that is. Before I knew it, he had a boyfriend and soon after they were apartment sharing. (*Eyes Roll)

So after his 4 month I-am-in-a-new-relationship disappearance—we became friends. I, more specifically, became his confidant to hear all the inappropriate disclosures of their relationship. (*Yawn)

Still, he was the thought that aroused me in my 1-on-1 sessions with myself. (Damn.)

He expressed that he was pent up and so he refused to see me. (What?)

After having been liberated from my own personal 5 month sexless relationship, I empathetically asked, “Why are you not having sex?” (With the nukka you dumped me for?)

Simply put—they weren’t compatible. (Huh?)

As much as I believe in love and romance, and even convenience for that matter—I personally need to get my rocks off—and so…..I was completely and utterly baffled by how they twain wanted to be one but wouldn’t compromise.

And further more, why did they get together in the first place if they knew they both had the same sexual likes. Maybe I’m a label whore, but when it comes to clothes and sex—they tend to keep things cute.

Anyway, it was a stand off and neither would indulge the other. So *insert the trumpeting calvary soundtrack* he called me in for my....expertise.

Now the question became, “Was his sex so good that I could accept the fact that he passed me up for Mr. Blue Balls?”

Yes, indeed it was, but Mr. Balls was not cute. So I declined.

Lesson: Make sure your partner is on point before you ask for a third.

This September join The & Show and the Power of Three!